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Very vivid dream woke this evening.  The beginning is faltering some but its end is still clear as a bell.

I was back home in a Americanized imitation "Irish pub"/shithole I used to frequent when I was younger.  Once upon a time I attended this dive with a large group of friends.  This have changed since then.  My assholery got in the way in most cases, other times just life grew the distance. That being said, I was trying to drink alone in peace.

Around the corner walked a group of three men from that old group.  At the head was a man who would have special grievance with me.  H.  Very closely behind him were two other very good former friends I had injured through these particularly foul decisions.  Initially they did not want much but to intimidate and fuck with me to simply spoil the evening.  As in real life, when extended consequences of my bad behaviors come around, I find it best to let them play out.  Whatever action the wronged party decides they need to take to feel balanced will be abided.  So insults and shoving were absorbed.  Eventually i moved to a more isolated area to give them the main room.

i drank a little more then they rounded the corner once again but walked toward the exit.  Only now H was at the rear.  His friends knocked my shoulder as they passed smiling to themselves.  As H passed my peripheral vision he spun and grabbed me by the back of the neck, pulling a revolver style side arm and leveling with my temple.  He pulled the trigger three times resulting in two deliberately empty chambers and one deafening bang.  I saw my perspective tilting sideways and slowly slumping down.  I could not operate my limbs and saw my vision constricting and failing.  
At about this point I woke up finding I had rolled halfway out of bed and was about to fall on the floor.  It feels like the 2 empty clicks were there to mentally disarm me so I'd feel like I would make it through before the last shot came through.  It didn't seem like the other two men knew the last casing was live; as though when H told them the plan he omitted that little detail.  I fuzzily remember him yelling at them to not help me in any way.

not examining further.  Just documenting for myself.
  • Listening to: Hamilton by proximity
  • Watching: Raising Hope
  • Playing: The Simpsons: Tapped Out
  • Eating: Leftovers
  • Drinking: Lagavulin
To anyone who may still follow me (and believe me, I'd understand if that number had dropped to zero.  It has been years since I've posted any worthwhile content),  there have been more than a few life altering changes in my life in the past few years.  Most of those seem to be working out for the best despite my best efforts in toolery.  My home does now have an in-progress craft room so it is possible that down the line some time and inspiration my come along and worm its way to this page.  Or I may just horde things to myself, burn this one down and see how I feel about a new page.  Maybe.  Who knows. 

in any case-  all the best to you if you should read this.  All the best just the same if you don't.

  • Listening to: Hamilton by proximity
  • Watching: Raising Hope
  • Playing: Tge Simpsons: Tapped Out
  • Eating: Leftovers
  • Drinking: Lagavulin


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Robert I. Kabak
United States
My name is Robert I Kabak. I am an Arizona resident graphic artist looking to expand his portfolio and skill sets. I lean toward traditional mediums. I love drawing one thing or another and have a wonderful network of friends and family who support those efforts. Commissions are reopened and more than welcome! Send me a note and we can discuss.
Please, feel free to stop in. Stay a while, but do take your shoes off. The carpet is new. Feedback is appreciated.

Folks, I would like to express here for the record that I do deeply appreciate any and all feedback, faves, comments, watches and requests I receive. That said, I am still working two jobs between 72 and 80 hours a week and I just cannot remain conscious long enough to thank you all properly. Most weeks I am at my job site 4-5 days solid before I get home again. So please, if I have not personally thanked you yet, let this stand as my gratitude until such a time as I have a long weekend to dig myself out of the avalanche of support I have been receiving from the DA community at large while I am away.
So again, as always,
Thank you ALL so much! I mean it. =]

Love and respect.
Sláinte! L'Chayim!

Current Residence: Chicagoland Area.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Actual.
Favourite genre of music: Rockabilly, blues and surf rock.
Favourite photographer: Joel-Peter Witkin.
Favourite style of art: Flashy.
MP3 player of choice: CDs still work just fine.
Shell of choice: Sea.
Wallpaper of choice: Posters I should have outgrown.
Skin of choice: Pierced, tattooed, branded and bled.
Favourite cartoon character: GLaDOS
Personal Quote: Maybe you were reckless yesterday. But together, we can find a brighter way.


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HerMidgesty Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2015  Professional Artisan Crafter
Hey man! Are you still around?
sickboyardee Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2016
I had been pretty lazy about updating the last year (or more) but that was in part because I had moved across country.  I now live in very southeastern Arizona with my wife.  By the way, I also got stealthily married- one more reason for the sizable lapse in activity.  We inherited a house that we're trying to get back in order which is going to require a load of work. We do have a craft room planned but it isn't in a usable state yet.  

I was very happy to hear from you again when I signed in today.  =]  If I'm being honest, I didn't think my absence here would be noted.  So really, thank you very much!!  

I hope olé your thanksgiving/Christmas/New Years/etc was good and that everything is well on your end!  I'll be popping by to check out your gallery shortly and see what I've missed. 

Take care!
sickboyardee Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2016
I am.  Kinda
Samijaye Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2013
Your gallery is amazing!
sickboyardee Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2013
Too kind too kind!
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